They told us how easy it was to obtain our future like it
could just be given to us and in all conscience I believed them and went
willingly but nothing could’ve prepared us for the emotionless bitter void that
waited in that tormenting Metropolis that was supposed to be my way out of this
life that lacked purpose. A group of students including myself was seemingly
lucky enough to score high enough on the tests they administered for capitalistic
gain were subjected to a chance to further our education in fields of are
choice with a secondary amount of monetary value that would surpass the first
in order to gain that purpose that we all anguished for. As a group jumped at
the chance and we followed the guide lines that seemed as if they were set up a
millennium ago but we progressed to the Metropolis where our education through
lectures sat anticipating our money into their grubby hands. In the distance I saw
the imminent sight of my future that lied in that metropolis of towering
buildings which from anyone’s point of view would leave you in awe and at first
sight I thought this is the place for me. The other would be students I was
traveling with all looked ahead themselves in awe and spoke of what the looming
future could hold for them. Among the interior of the city appeared the same
way in which it glistened all around it vast expanse as if it was prepared for
the batch of freshman’s arrival but apparently no people were out and about
other than the administers. We exited off the bus swiftly as we soon entered a
line to pay the year fees and tuition which ranged into 1000’s of dollars but I
persevered past this because of the anticipation I had to gain my long need for
purpose. A clerk with a printed smile quickly took my check and for some reason
after that I felt as if the city had become colder and darkness engulfed the
city, nevertheless I progressed outside because of the lack of breathing room
inside the cramped building due the throng of freshman immersing it. The step
outside showed no evident light, smog and filled the gaps above the streets and
building, and the denizens of this town revealed themselves and all appeared so
contorted and miserable. That moment I swung back to return to the clerk to get
the hell out of this god forsaken metropolis but it was locked; I rushed down
the streets and check for unlocked doors and was left with more locked corridors.
The metropolis denizens ignored my pleas for help and questions as if their
mouths had been sewed up and went upon their way in silence that added on to
the Metropolis’s expansive silence other than this excruciating sound of water
dropping constantly onto the asphalt but there was no rain which puzzled me. The thought came to mind to find the other
students but I found no one due to the multitude of horrifyingly contorted
faces that passed by me, I gathered the strength to leave the mass of broken
people and head towards an empty crevice among the soaring buildings. The
silence progressed other than that unbearable dripping but I found an empty
alley and thought of everything I was ever told and how wrong they all were
about how trivial it was to obtain a future. The madness of their lies hurt and
burned my very being to the point of my collapse in the alley that had vague
light from a lamp that seemed enough to live with in this obscurely dark metropolis.
The madness seemingly consumed me with that relentless agonizing noise of water
drops but no rain until finally I was sat at the point of beak and let it
consume me. I began to fade off comfortably under that moderately comfortable
light and let the madness take me so that I too could be as contorted as the
populous of this Metropolis. A splash of something struck my head and threw me
out of my mindless stupor in which I froze in terror that tormenting noise that
said I was still alive had stopped and again I was struck with another drop. I proceeded
to look up and saw dim light and was struck with another drop, the building had
a ladder scaling all the way to the top in which I leapt for just to reach that
light and as I rose the light got dimmer. The light got dimmer as I climbed but
the metropolis that was under me appeared to have a vast surplus of it in which
I doubted myself to go back because obviously this ladder would lead to nothing
but my demise. Then the realization of what was actually down there took its
effect and I the darkness that waited upward has to be better than the dim light
below. The darkness eventually consumed me and I could see nothing and could
only feel the warm dripping of water that kept hitting me so I proceeded even
though I had been visionless. Something bright appeared above me, which was
also quite warm, I rapidly reached bar after bar increasing that light until
suddenly it was all around me, no more darkness just light and pouring rain and
the top of this towering building awaiting a few more feet.
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